Dissociation

by Arndie

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I lose my self when I'm with you
Don't know why buy, I just do
You are poison to my soul
Further deepening the hole
Take me to another place
A place where everything's erased
I am losing every sense
This feeling is so intense

A moment of euphoria followed by weeks of emptiness
Dissociation is the only way to ease the pain

Dissociate the mind
Tilt your head back and unwind
Fantasy is the best drug
Reality is the worst bug
We all long for escape
Our eyes wear the darkest drapes
We are never to awake
In our dreams, we are safe

A moment of euphoria followed by weeks of emptiness
Dissociation is the only way to ease the pain

Slipping away
I'm disappearing
Particles of my soul
What is it I'm fearing?

This fortress I've created, it is tearing me apart
The place felt safe at first, and that's how it always starts
Slowly, I'm starting to awake from psychosis
What's been around me my whole life is now fake

Warm feelings surround my body
I am coming down from the high
Lying next to me is someone once close
I didn't want this, please die

I'm such a doofus
I'm so full of shit
To think I've figured it out is a lie to my self
I'm such a doofus
I'm so full of shit
These fabricated dreams have left me down
There's nothing left
There's nothing left
There's nothing left of me
There's nothing left
There's nothing left
There's nothing left of me

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released April 28, 2020
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